My first one

slave_statueMy first blog, my first post, my first BDSM experiences. I never liked drastic changes very much. They demanded attention, adaption, they disturbed my well balanced life. But changes are natural part of life cycle and they produce new experiences and they add value. So, few years ago I started to make changes in my life. I wanted to live and not just hibernate.

BDSM came into my life unexpectedly. My curiosity was the main reason why I entered into this dark realm, where pain and pleasure intersects. I am a submissive. At this point I already belong to Him. And when He asked me to start writing a blog about my emotions, feelings regarding this aspect of our relationship, I did not mind. Once upon a time I liked writing. And I know that getting my thoughts “out there” helps me to overcome any potential struggle or dilemmas. So, I`ve started. And here it is: my first blog, my first post. About my first BDSM experiences.

To sum up why I like this “dark realm”, I`ll end with my favorite quote:

“I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don’t mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman I want to be dominated. I don’t mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling, be all that I am capable of doing, but I am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding.”
― Anaïs Nin



10 comments on “My first one

  1. vitormenezes848 says:

    Interesting to read, i never heard of BDSM, you just made me google it. I’m glad i could read a little bit into a woman’s mind.

    • submissivem says:

      I`m glad I made you google it. 🙂 And I`ll try my best to give a bit of a taste how woman perceives fears, emotions, feelings, pain, pleasure and every kind of feeling that appears while exploring BDSM.

  2. kitten says:

    Seriously one of my favorite quotes, welcome! I look forward to reading about your experiences.

  3. kitten says:

    This is one of my favourite quotes, I look forward to what you write.

  4. Antony says:

    Can I simply just say what a relief to find somebody
    that truly understands what they are discussing on the net.
    You actually understand how to bring an issue to light
    and make it important. More and more people have to check this out
    and understand this side of the story. I was surprised that you are
    not more popular since you surely possess the gift.

  5. Welcome I look forward to your thoughts and words….. And Continued success in the mutual quest we share to you and your Dominant…… Thank you for the marvelous Anais Nin’s words, a favorite prophet of mine for some number of years…..

  6. gemini says:

    I was directed to your blog my my Dominant and am very pleased to follow you now. Wishing you all the best in your journey. I love the quote too! 🙂

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